Lingering Mind

Wednesday, February 25th

I think my trouble has already gone...

I'm sorry to caused this much problem... but that's me.. god has blessed and cursed me as well with this super sensitive brain... i can't help it... 

i still think, "How long are you gonna tolerate this??"

"you done so much for me!, and what can i do to pay you back?? by having negative mind on you!!!"

"I feel that if i keep doing this, you'll gonna regret for having me as a friend"

so.. that's the reason why i kinda trying to separated from you

i'm too afraid of being a burden..

i need to learn not to depending so much to other people..

especially when they didn't really need you...

Listen....

I love u guys so much!

but i still think i'm just a burden, a responsible for you...

so, please... if you really feel this...

just stopped all your pretending!

because i loved you enough to leave you...

if you ever feel this...

PLEASE TELL!!!