What the hell is my Mistakes??

What the??

You've suddenly acting like this..

and i don't even fucking know why

if you think that i thought that you're not perform well..

well you're wrong, i didn't think that at all..

i get it.. you've got plenty to do

but who doesn't?

i'm understand..

but...

i've got problem too

i can't sit around smiling and trying to understand bout' your behaviour at all time!

i thought if you joined me,

we'll be fun...

enjoyed each other..

and just having fun!

and that's the added value from us to win!

but if you don't enjoyed this,

i didn't think we have what it takes to keep this on...

i've just praying that this is just a matter of time

before all just come back to normal

Gbu

:-)

Sure..!!

Today..

after mega-essay-quiz

i'm finally sure...

I WILL NOT TAKING FINANCIAL MAJOR IN MY 3RD YEAR!!!

Yeahhh!!!!

Maafkan Aku

This is a song from Oddisey 2009

and i think it's fit to current situation

so i changed few lyrics.... and

i want to dedicated this song to my someone special

Maafkan Aku...

ini bukan inginku

ini bukan mauku

mauku selalu denganmu

berdua dengan mu selamanya

seandainya ku bisa memilih

seandainya kamu sepertiku

mauku kita selalu bersama

bersama hingga selamanya

maaf..

maafkan aku..

kamu wanita pilihanku

dan aku mematikanmu

mematikan dirimu dan hari mu

kuingin selalu bersamamu

bersamamu adalah mimpiku

mauku selalu denganmu

berdua denganmu selamanya

dan akupun ingin engkau tau

bahwa ku selalu mencintaimu

mauku selalu denganmu

bersama hingga selamanya

maaf..

maafkan aku..

kamu wanita pilihanku

dan aku mematikanmu

mematikan dirimu dan hari mu

andai aku

bisa memilih

agar ku tetap disana

semoga engkau tahu

bahwa ku

selalu

mencintai dirimu

maaf..

maafkan aku..

kamu wanita pilihanku

dan aku mematikanmu

mematikan dirimu dan hari mu

I'm sorry for unable being there for you

at our 2nd anniversary

at 12 december 2009...

really sorry...

love you... :')

Good for them, or good for you?

Hey! it's not about you..

it's about them..

so will you cut the crap out about value, and morale

because your mindset is still what's good for you, not for them...

you don't fucking know what's good for them, and what's the future for them...

you're just afraid for history to repeat itself

god! you're such a coward!

so what if it happen??

god! you're so selfish!

shouldn't you be happy?!

god! you're so ungrateful!

just find a new one!

You fucking melancholy, friend-depended mind!

*P.S : This is me, angry with myself..

Idle mind (selfish thought)

i cared for for people so much..

sometimes it is so much that it bugs them

i asked them "what's wrong?"

even when they answered "no, i'm fine"

i just know that something is wrong

and i just want you to tell me,

because i hope that i can lift your burden

and make you smile..

i'll stay with you, if it what you need

is it a mistake?

i know i can't think about this..

but please, just once..

i want somebody that asked me "what's wrong?"

when i feel blue..

and he/she are really meant it.. not just for formality..

i used to have them, and they're far from me right now

Break-up and Make-up

I just opened up plurk... in there, there's my friend that had a fight with his girlfriend, then they're easily says "okay! let's break-up!"..

I find it, weird

I find it, Unbelievable

I find it, Upsetting..

Why, because is it so easy to say "break up??"

That's such a big word for me... it's frightening, it's uncertain. it's just not right...

it's a word that you shouldn't be saying spontaneously without thinking!

Every couple always, and MUST have their own fight

but, that problem can make us STRONGER & CLOSER...

I wonder if i break-up with my girlfriend long time ago, when the problem is at peak, and i'm really stressed...

I wonder how many moments that i will be missed..

How many laugh, that i will miss??

How many hug, that i will miss??

How many Cuddle, that i will missed??

How many of her smile, our smile, that i will miss??

How many story sharing time, that i will miss??

How many dates, that i will miss??

How many kiss, that i will miss??

Just think about that making me goosebumps...

Just wait, just think....

Because it's not about how many times he/she make you upset or angry...

But it's about how many times that he/she :

make you happy,

make you smile,

make you wipe out your tears,

make you laugh,

make you confident,

make you feels good,

make you excited to meet her,

make your spirit glows...

"How many times that he or she make you feel that you are precious in this world"

When you think about that, all of your problem with him/her is worth it...

"it really worth to have him/her in this world"

place to stay

After a while..

and i need a while to realize it...

i got another place to stay...

hope i wont make the same mistake twice..

^^

Finally!

Finally!!

after finishing third semester and continuing to fourth semester without holiday..

i feel so tired..

my performance in college are drop dead!

no spirit, and no passion...

i really need time to rejuvenate my spirit

so now is the time...

my god! it's Holiday!

Happy holiday friends!

use it wise, it's only 2 weeks till we back to business..

Yeah!!!

*i hope after this, my college performances will increasing*

Individualism..

Goddamn it! it's eating me alive!!

why can we just live up as packs

or maybe it just me, who didn't have a pack?

Regret

Baru kmaren, gw buka puasa bareng2.. sekaligus sesi curhat dengan "Pandora", team oddisey gw...

Disana kita mengungkapkan perasaan msg2 dan gw ngrasa terharu bgt dengan tim ini...

dan, gw beranikan diri lagi melihat suatu blog. dan membaca tulisan-tulisan maut itu....

Blog itu berisikan :

"Jadi ya masalah terletak di koreo... koreo pada saat berantem tepatnya. Semua kerasa... gitu doang... agak datar dan terjadi begitu cepat"

Gw ga nyalahin coment itu, klo menurut dy bener, ya gw ga bs nomong apa2 lg kn.. sebagai choreografer, sudah seharusnya gw memuaskan "ekspetasi" penonton, dan menerima kritik (everything needs a critic)

dan sekarang gw cmn bs bilang...

gw nyesel bgt, nyesel knp gw ga bs lebih bagus lg.

gw nyesel bgt, knp gw ga brusaha lebih keras lg.

Maksud gw bkn brarti gw Gabut di Pandora (HA! No freakin' way, gw pernah gw tidur 3 hari gara2 ngurusin koreo)

Maksud gw, knp gw ga bisa menerima sesuatu dengan keyakinan, dan optimisme...

Slama bikin koreo gw selalu berpikir bgini

"aduh! gw kn koreo dance, mana bisa gw bikin koreo perang"

"ahh! shit! mana bisa gw bikin koreo kyk gini"

"argh! kyknya koreo ini sampah bgt"

"kyknya mending bukan gw d yg jd koreografrer"

Gw nyesel bgt, gw bertugas dengan perasaan2 seperti ini.. dan jk gw g kyk gt gw pasti bisa lebih baik lagi..

maaf teman2 pandora... gw ga bs lbh bagus dari itu...

tp demi mereka gw berjanji, kalo gw akan belajar yakin kepada diri sendiri dan yakin akan apa yg gw perbuat

Great lesson!

Thx Pandora...

cin(T)a

I just watch an Indonesian movie called cin(T)a yesterday... well i know this movie from my friend, he said that the trailer was so cool, because the maker of the trailer is his unit in college.. i saw it, and.. yeah it's pretty cool, though i didn't really enjoy romantic movie, because it's so cliche...

Yesterday the class finished at evening, and i don't have anything to do... suddenly my friend asked me to watch it... i said to her that... yahhh... i'm not really interested in the movie... because i thought the storyline is cliche, and predictable (coming from experience... butterfly, coklat strawberry, my heart, etc). but.. since i have nothing to do... so.. okay, i'll watch it. it will be fun anyway if we hang out for a while..

so the movie begun...

and love it! very2 much!! many of my friend stated that the movie is vague, bad, etc... but i understand every meaning of it.. because i'm experienced myself...

the story is all about love between two people with different background and different religion, both of them valued god more than their life... and keeping the loves is hard, because the world is know colored with religion conflict, and so-called "religious" bombing...

i really like the part when the girl said

"kalau gw pindah agama.. lo masih mau sama gw?, gila.. tuhan aja gw khianatin.. apalagi elo ntar"

and i also like..

"kalo tuhan ingin disembah dengan satu cara, mengapa ia menciptakan kita berbeda-beda?"

"Karena itulah tuhan menciptakan cinta... agar mempersatukan perbedaan itu.."

I don't know if the second sentence is a self-righteous statement... but i really want to believed in it...

hmmm... this movie is too deep and i really like it... i almost can "feel" it...

but there are some intermezzo in this movie... i think the director is a genius... he put joke really in the right time... so the movie is not boring, yet didn't lose its essential as deep romantic movie..

and there is something that bugged me.... in the movie, there's always ants presence... i didn't catch the essential of the ants.. my friend told me that the ants is the narrator... but some viewers behind me said something,, and it really cracked me up.... in the movie there's a javanese traditional pre-wed ceremony that make the woman are bathed with flower... just after that, the woman are dried and there are flower in her shoulder... and it has ants in it (the camera focused in the ants... and the viewers said.." huuh... semut lagi... brapa sih dibayar??". hearing that sentence,,, i laugh hard with my friend...and we try to make it as quiet as possible...

hhh... some movies...

so the last thing i want to say is..

God, if i were meant to be with her (please i really wanted to..) please open the path for us...

if not please search someone better than me for her... before you searched for mine..

Rakshadeva

RAKSHADEVA!!!

MULAI!!!

Rakshadeva pasukan keamanan

Selalu tangguh dan juga tampak garang

Walau jarang senyum, ga pernah ketawa

Namun perdamaian tetap tujuan kami

RAKSHADEVA!!

SEMPURNA!!!

RAKSHADEVA!!

PERKASA!!

RAKSHADEVA BERSATU!!!

RAKSHADEVA!!!

SIAP! SIGAP! SEMANGAT!!!

RAKSHADEVA!!!

AMAN!! AMAN!! AMAN!!!!

That was a yell code for "Rakshadeva", the safety division of ProKM 2009, an event to introduce freshmen to The environment and culture of ITB (Bandung Institute of Technology)

My Heart for Pandora and Oddisey 2009

Hmmm... Finally it's over, Oddisey.. the show that bring me to sleepless night, but actually, i'm kinda miss it somehow, even though i remember myself talking the other day, "shit, when will this over".

But now, i feel kinda miss all the training, my team, the atmosphere, it all felt so beautiful... hahaha....

To my beloved Pandora, i am really-really glad, to be a part of our magnificent team, i feel so grateful to work besides you guys...

now, i'm tormented with guilt,

i'm really sorry for my incompetence, my emotion, and all of my flaws in the process...

to Director :

i'm sorry for everything, i can't meet your expectation, i can't even catch up with your schedule... i feel that sometimes, i burdened you with my uncontrolled emotion, i'm really sorry... you are a great director, and i love to have you as my supervisor...

to Stage Manager :

I'm really sorry for my incompetence, that you must help me to fulfilled my task even though as stage manager, you have a lot of other task. I'm really grateful to be helped by you... and i'm really sorry if you somehow offended by every emotion that i accidentally showed evert time we argued.

to Music Director :

I'm really happy to have you as my MD, i'm sorry for my behavior that sometimes change frequently, so you have to remake the music over and over again and i feel really sorry when you feel hard to meet my request..

to Costume Designer and Property Master :

I'm really sorry that if my request are too much for you, i'm really sorry if i were ever make you stress and all. But in the end you all did a great job and i'm really proud of you..

to All Talent :

I'm really sorry if my teaching style is somehow offend you. I'm glad with all you guys.. i'm sorry if i was ever being impatience and arrogant..

to someone :

i'm sorry for my behavior for the last days on oddisey, but i hope you know, that my reaction was not really wrong, and i still care about you..

well people, In the end, we all did it! no matter what people say (and i know some did..) i'm really proud of us,,, and i think we did a f***ing great job! Don't cha agree?? haha!

well it's holiday people!

lets use it wise before the next torment-ion, i mean semester comes...

happy holiday all! let's relax for a while, or better, let's relax together.. hahaaaaa...

Love u guys!!!!

PANDORA : ULANG, eh, LATIHAN TERUS, eh.... DON'T OPEN THE BOX!!!! YEAHH!!!

Current...

Tired....

Tired with this script i wrote by myself...

Afraid...

Afraid of missing the past...

Scared...

Scared for being nuisance again...

Hurt...

Hurt by my own decision...

but i have to do it anyway...^^

Bingung...

*Sorry klo pake bhs indo... gw lg bingung gila..

Gila, gw gila...

ga tau kenapa akhir2 ini gw sama sekali ga ada semangat bwat belajar...

gw ngrasa gw ada gunanya lagi bwat gw.......

krn gw ga tau gw bener apa enggak masuk di sbm ini...

ini bukan minat gw sbenernya... (masuk bwat ortu)...

gw malah ga tau minat gw apa...

hhh, jadi kepikiraannn mulu....

gw jadi ga semangat ngapa2in...

nyusun PA, yg biasanya gw smangat bgt... skarang stengah2...

Kerjaan gw skarang.. tidur, dan browsing internet...

mana mau uts...

bingung gila gw...

knapa ya??

apa krn gw kehilangan pegangan??

WTF??!

I just don't know..

Lately, i always had a bad mood...

don't know why...

but it getting worser and worser everyday..

like today, i feel like, don't want to smile.... don't want to socialize that much... but i forced myself to fight it... 

Well, i do have problem.. but i don't think of it that much...

so what is the cause??

it's really bugging me.. since i may hurt someone accidentally... (i am always a blubber mouth when i'm in a bad mood)..

maybe this is a mood swing?? (but, i never had one of those before..)

Hunger?? (Hmmm... i guess not..)

Health Problem?? (Maybe... i always felt dizzy lately)

Menstruation?? (rrrr.... yeahhh right!)

WTF is happening to me???

Woman for me

Woman for me... Is Someone that i loved, i cared, and i adore so much!

Woman for me... Is Someone who feel the same way as i feel to her....

Woman for me... Is Someone that understand that i'm not flawless, and still accept it...

Woman for me... Is Someone that try to understand me, as i try to understand her...

Woman for me... Is Someone that wait for me patiently, even when i'm not there...

Woman for me... Is Someone that so afraid that i would leave her, yet she sure that i'm not

Woman for me... Is Someone when i think about, i'll feel that i'm not alone in this world...

Woman for me... Is Someone that agreed that as long as we're loved each other, there's nothing to doubt about...

Woman for me... Is Someone that put my need above her, even when i told her not to...

Woman for me... Is Someone that so afraid when i'm mad, yet try to understand it instead of fight it...

Woman for me... Is Someone i cried about after she's mad at me...

Woman for me... Is Someone that so afraid that she's no match for me, and i feel the same way too...

Woman for me... Is Someone that can't imagined a world without each other...

And.............

Woman for me... Is YOU!...

Thx for being the greatest part in my life....

I'm sorry about all my flaws

and i hope you'll accept it forever...

I loved you so much!

The Reason

Without "Black", there will be no "White"

Without "Sad", There will be no "Happy"

Without "Bad", there will be no "Good"

Without "Disappointment", There will be no "Faith"

Without "Failure", There will be no "Success"

Without "Enemy", There will be no "Friends"

Without "Dark, There will be no "Lights"

and.....

Without "Problems", There will be no "Life"

Now we know why those $#!t things are created...

Why cry over it??

Changed it!

Just Go!

Leave...

Get Out of my Life...

I've been Happy...

Thx For Asking!!!

Different ways...

You see every darkness between the light..

You see bunkers in every green...

You see stain in every silk...

You see hatred in every kindness...

you see nothing in your life...

that's life....

"Life is something that always could go wrong"

anonymous..

Life isn't about how problems changed you...

Life is about How you changed the problems..

see it in different way...

seek trees in every dessert...

seek pearl in every dirt...

seek rainbow in every cloud... 

seek happiness in every sadness...

then you'll see

That...

There's a reason behind an excuse...

There's an opportunity behind every trouble...

There's a beautiful life in our life...

Trouble just help us to make it more beautiful...

Looking at the other side...

Life is full of side..

is not just our side..

it also their side..

his side..

her side...

anyone's side...

each side have different angle, view and value...

look from different side, and you'll understand..

there's explanation beyond everything...

there's white beneath black...

there's darkness between light...

we will face it... wether we want it or not..

but, it only just matter of what side we're looking at...

Great mind

Do you know that is hard to be me??

My mind always playing with me...

when people changed, even with the slightest motion...

i've feel.."is there something wrong??", "are you hate me??" or something bad like that....

and...

i can like, predict it.. like "if he/she feeling like this, then................."

well sometimes it's true

sometimes it isn't

then... when i feel like this, i'll try to endure.. and keep it to myself.... i don't want to tell them....

but, if we don't tell them, they will not understand...

BUT...

if i told them,,

and their changed (even in the way i want)

i feel like they were not sincere, this is not them...

i feel bad...

it's like i forced them to changed...

So, what do i want??!!!!!

Hell, i don't know...

what a GREAT MIND!!!

*Fucking eh... i'm really sorryyyyy!!!!! huhuhuhu..

Sleepless Night

Another sleepless night

Another Deep thinking

Another fear and prediction

Another tears

Another.... and the other

So... tired....

Fate of Flow

The glass has fall,

The glass that surrounding me, keeping me safe...

has fallen..

i didn't deserve such a beautiful glass...

and now... i'm flowing

with no direction...

no guides..

no thing...

Facing the world, full of uncertain..

learning something new..

purifying myself..

till i deserved that glass...

Lingering Mind

Wednesday, February 25th

I think my trouble has already gone...

I'm sorry to caused this much problem... but that's me.. god has blessed and cursed me as well with this super sensitive brain... i can't help it... 

i still think, "How long are you gonna tolerate this??"

"you done so much for me!, and what can i do to pay you back?? by having negative mind on you!!!"

"I feel that if i keep doing this, you'll gonna regret for having me as a friend"

so.. that's the reason why i kinda trying to separated from you

i'm too afraid of being a burden..

i need to learn not to depending so much to other people..

especially when they didn't really need you...

Listen....

I love u guys so much!

but i still think i'm just a burden, a responsible for you...

so, please... if you really feel this...

just stopped all your pretending!

because i loved you enough to leave you...

if you ever feel this...

PLEASE TELL!!!

Sorry

I'm really sorry...

I've know that this hurt...

i didn't mean that...

i really do...

i need you..

but you wont need me...

i can't lived in the world where i'm not needed...

because, there's part of me.. that really scared

really scared...

from being abandoned...

why??

i think i don't need to explain that anymore...

Personality Quiz..

Hey again!!

I've just took a personality quiz on the internet...

well i've took several before... but this quiz has the perfect answer!!

it's describe me perfectly...

get yours! : 
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

This quiz is so true, because i've been really sad if i had no one to share.... i've always depending other people... independence is important to me! is sooo right!!!!

The Brand New Me!!!!

Hey hey!!!

i want to explain why i put that lyrics in my blog...

well, you've see...

i'm trying to be new now!

i'm trying to not depending on other people

i'm trying to be independent!

i'm trying not to be anyone's burden

i'm trying to opened myself to anyone...

so,....

I'm a new soul coming to this strange world...

Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake...

I'm sorry for my past mistakes..

and i'll try to be better...

I'll try so hard for this one... hehe...

X)...*It's still hurt tough, for now...*

The New Soul, New Adventure

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

See I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate? try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

This is a happy end
Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

New soul... (la, la, la, la,...)
In this very strange world...
Every possible mistake
Possible mistake
Every possible mistake
Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...

Macbook touch! *intermezzo*

When i was searching on some random video in youtube... i saw something that amazed me..

i was like.. "wow!! is this s#!t is for real??"

what is it??

well is the future (i hope!) product of the apple. inc.. it's called....

"MacBook Touch"

Oh my gosh!! this is soo cool!!

check out the garage band... it's just like real piano...

MacBook touch surely will be equipped with apple's famous performance... hooo.. and maybe some brand-new feature like on screen keyboard, shake detector, and maybe some new feature that we don't even known.. hahahaaa..

When i see this, i just want to buy it and trade it with my MacBook... but, hey... i've bought this laptop for like, 2 month.. and i want the new one already??

gosh! this apple.inc's designer & marketing strategist are sure as smart as hell...

My Four Seasons

Spring

Summer

Fall

Winter


Started from melting ice, warm breeze, bird chirping and flower start to grow... that's spring, when everything started... everything looks good, and comfortable... the atmosphere begin to warm-up.. i braced myself to go out.. i encourage my self to enjoyed the nature, i started to feel warm and good... i was relieved to getting such warmth.. i'm starting to walk, talk, and opened myself to welcoming the goodness of nature

Then, everything start to coming alive, the flower was blooming, the river was flowing beautifully and the animals was doing their courtship. it was summer baby! the weather is beautiful, windy, no rain. i enjoyed my time there... i really do.. it was warmer and better.. i was so happy with this.. i've run, jump, swim and even climb! sometimes its just to hot because i'm so excited and happy! all of this because i finally find my place to live!

well that's what i thought, but suddenly.. the temperature was dropping, leaves starting to fall, animals started to gather food, and the wind was cold... but i still try to looked for some warm.. i tried to not feel the cold air rushing trough my skin... i'm trying to make everything look normal even when the leaves is falling and falling... i'm sad... but i'm still trying to pretend that its was summer.. i'm still tried to run and jump.. but thats just making me more cold...

and the snow is coming... there's no leaves... no animal.. nothing... i'm just alone in this world... but still i tried to get some warmth, i try, i really do... but the wind is so harsh and the temp is so low, what i get is just tiny sparkle of fire, it's so cold.. and i'm alone... i can't walk, i can't run.. i'm alone.. just alone.. i find nothing to warm me up.. i'm dying in this situation.. can't feel a thing... 

and now.. i'm still in the harsh condition... buried in the snow.. can't feel a thing.. please.. don't be like this... i don't want to be a heartless person... i need someone to pull me up in this harsh season.. and take me back to spring....

will u be that person??

Troubled me...

Please Understand..

I love you guys, i really do!

I Wanted to be with you guys, i do!

I really loved and missed our past together...

but, well i said its past...

now, everything change...

now, you already find your own happiness...

i can't let myself be at your way...

i don't want to be your responsible...

i'm afraid that... this is the time that we're must parted away...

it hurts for me to do this...

because i still need you guys, i love u so much!

but... i know that you guys didn't need me anymore..

i know that u guys still try to hold me..

but for what...

i'm not needed anymore...

i'll just be a burden for you guys...

i don't want that...

so, i'm really really sorry..

for doing this...

please understand..

that i didn't blame you

it just the condition...

it just fate.. that brought us into this bridge...

that must i crossed alone...

so that you guys can be happy...

don't be sad...

i wont leave you...

if you'll ever need me...

just reach my hands..

and i'll help you with all my might!

please don't worry...

it may be very hard for me to be apart from you guys..

but i'll survived

for i.. had done this before...

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this isn't a goodbye, my friend...

but i must say farewell

hope you'll find what you're looking for...

in each other... 

and i'll be watching you from here...

far... from you..

Hey All!!

Hey all...

this is my brand new blog from me...

I'm sorry because i created soo many blog before.. and it all just stopped...

well, you see.. it just because what i feel isn't the same anymore.. with the blog i've created...

so, i've been trough some trouble... and i've decided to make another blog...

So, this is my new blog.. it's called the Vast Ocean at  Mind or Voam...

i called this is voam it because i realized that my mind is really big and spacious... and i need some flexible blog's title to support it....

so this blog is vast ocean...

because we never knew what will come beyond that sea....

it may be bad..

but, it might be good..

and that's what we must believed

hope you'll liked it...

notes : this blog is full on english because i wanted to improve my english language..