My Heart for Pandora and Oddisey 2009

Hmmm... Finally it's over, Oddisey.. the show that bring me to sleepless night, but actually, i'm kinda miss it somehow, even though i remember myself talking the other day, "shit, when will this over".

But now, i feel kinda miss all the training, my team, the atmosphere, it all felt so beautiful... hahaha....

To my beloved Pandora, i am really-really glad, to be a part of our magnificent team, i feel so grateful to work besides you guys...

now, i'm tormented with guilt,

i'm really sorry for my incompetence, my emotion, and all of my flaws in the process...

to Director :

i'm sorry for everything, i can't meet your expectation, i can't even catch up with your schedule... i feel that sometimes, i burdened you with my uncontrolled emotion, i'm really sorry... you are a great director, and i love to have you as my supervisor...

to Stage Manager :

I'm really sorry for my incompetence, that you must help me to fulfilled my task even though as stage manager, you have a lot of other task. I'm really grateful to be helped by you... and i'm really sorry if you somehow offended by every emotion that i accidentally showed evert time we argued.

to Music Director :

I'm really happy to have you as my MD, i'm sorry for my behavior that sometimes change frequently, so you have to remake the music over and over again and i feel really sorry when you feel hard to meet my request..

to Costume Designer and Property Master :

I'm really sorry that if my request are too much for you, i'm really sorry if i were ever make you stress and all. But in the end you all did a great job and i'm really proud of you..

to All Talent :

I'm really sorry if my teaching style is somehow offend you. I'm glad with all you guys.. i'm sorry if i was ever being impatience and arrogant..

to someone :

i'm sorry for my behavior for the last days on oddisey, but i hope you know, that my reaction was not really wrong, and i still care about you..

well people, In the end, we all did it! no matter what people say (and i know some did..) i'm really proud of us,,, and i think we did a f***ing great job! Don't cha agree?? haha!

well it's holiday people!

lets use it wise before the next torment-ion, i mean semester comes...

happy holiday all! let's relax for a while, or better, let's relax together.. hahaaaaa...

Love u guys!!!!

PANDORA : ULANG, eh, LATIHAN TERUS, eh.... DON'T OPEN THE BOX!!!! YEAHH!!!